I want to share something I have been thinking off for a long time now... I feel that I want to make a sacrifice for the good of society, for all the men (and women...) out there, to devote my life to only please. I have had long periods of chastity and it has been the best experience in my life. But taking it one step further, to permanently remove all sensory in my cock. No possible way for me to ever get an orgasm, whick means I can give 100% of my life to give pleasure to real men. I think I deserve it. Pleasure from anal would still be therr, driving me crazy to get my boypussy pounded ev… Adhik paen

I have a confession to make... I am deeply attracted to men with big hairy bellys with smaller dicks. It makes me feel like a little school boy again, and I go crazy knowing how I will be squashed with that weight over me, hearing him breathe heavily as he lays on top of me. And it feels so masculine and makes me feel like the little fag bitch I realized I started to become when I was in the 6th grade. Kneeling down, see that dick under the belly. I want to suck it, and jerk it, lick it, taste it. I dont care if its micro and the size of my thumb, i want it so bad. Ofc I love hard big cocks,… Adhik paen

I just crave so much to be used and treated like the dirty little whore that I am! I am such an inferior human being...look, all of you out there (except for my likeminded brothers and sisters ofc) we are not the same. YOU are powerfull, strong and worthy to be treated with respect and to be served. I see you as my god, king or queen. Your word is my law, and to be allowed to be crawling at your feet is an honour. I want everyone who reads this to know that you can do whatever you want to me. Or whatever you want me to do. I love to open my mouth for you to spit in. Slap my face and choke me… Adhik paen